Waiting MOM

I'm surprised at how useless I have been today. Seems all I can do (ok--all I AM doing)is sit and daydream about a gazillion things...since my run I just want to eat green grapes, lay in the sun, read my brainless book, and think about OTHER lives not lived. Having a bit of a hard time living in the same head that is THRILLED to have Michael coming home, but Josh getting his call tomorrow.....