Sunday, February 28, 2016

Doors are EVERYWHERE. Open them xxoxx

I went to cover my planner and I usually put a BIG goal I want to realize on the PRESIDENTIAL DIAMOND. But it was different this year. I could not find JUST what I wanted. I had pulled this artwork from an old calendar of Mary Engelbreit. It was OK..but not truly calling to me...or so I thought. Acknowledging my all or nothing tendencies, I quickly gave my self permission to change it once the RIGHT thing came along. I needed it protected for the trip to Seattle. Once secured with contact paper...the MAGIC began. You can't make this stuff up people.
As I was waiting for time to leave for my flight I was on page 255 of Dr. Joe (Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself) and I read --about an unwanted state of BEING--"some people mentally open a door and pass it through and others hand it over in a note"...I smiled and thought..."oh...funny how you notice things once you make it your own...a DOOR reference!"
I did a card reading on myself for the year...and I pull...GREENMAN'S DOOR!!!
"you are entering a world between the world's,  that can bring many things to fruition  in your own world in "record time"...oh...there is some more  truly crazy great stuff with this card!
Robert Holden is the opening Speaker at the conference and starts telling all the synchronities he was experiencing with this particular photo of CHRIST at the DOOR. This is a scene described in Revelation 3:20"Here I am! I stand at the door and knock, if anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him and he with me." There is a handle..but its on the inside.:)

 Then he tells the story of the Garrock Theatre and how the announcer for the play that evening goes on and on about all that is now possible in their productions because they WIDENED the door to the stage below. 
Then I graduate to a futher level of mediation in Dr. Joe's book and this is a phrase from the mediation"Universal Mind within me, I forgive my fear and insecurities,and I give to you. I trust that YOU have the mind to replace them much better than I could. Arrange the players in my world so that DOORS OPEN FOR ME."

I am in Davidji's mediation class and he keeps saying YOU MUST get Barbara DeAngeleis' book SOUL SHIFTS. I are so going to hold to your word do NOT need another book...the THIRD time he said it, I was like, OK...I don't need my arm twisted but something will really have to JUMP out at me to buy another....well...Chapter ONE..STEPPING OVER THE THRESHOLD...Chapter TWO,...TURNING WALLS INTO DOORS. Currently sitting happily...oh so happily on my desk.
I get back from Seattle and I'm meeting with a group of favorites discussing what we are manifesting...ALL of us weary of being SEEKERS and all of us documenting what we are FINDING. This mediation practice. IT WORKS PEOPLE. We are talking along and Stormie says"It felt like a sliding door moment". I sucked air...I said ..."A WHAT?" And she know.. like in the movie with Gwyneth Paltrow." Nope...never heard of it. I'd give the movie a 6 of 10...but the IDEAS therein are rich. (I LOVE Gwyneth. Because of her I know the neck I'm putting in for in my next life). I go google immediately and IT IS A REAL THING:Sliding Doors is a 1998 British-American romantic comedy-drama film written and directed by Peter Howitt and starring Gwyneth Paltrow and John Hannah, while also featuring John LynchJeanne Tripplehornand Virginia McKenna. The film alternates between two parallel universes, based on the two paths the central character's life could take depending on whether or not she catches a train and causing different outcomes in her life. 
I had already ordered 2 fairy doors for my tree across the pond and a fairy garden for the front.
I had been studying more and OTHER ancient scripture about the creation and the APPLE representing the DOOR.
I had a dream whereby my children represented the doors to my gifts. Some still not realized.
I was listening to a random Hay house radio presentation , it is on FENG SHUI and she starts expressing the importance of the feeling from your front door...and that your front door not be squeaky...Josh got right on that for me :) Have some plans in mind for the entrance:)
I have been practicing TM and I was googling Maharishi and this is the first article that came up

Maharishi Mahesh Yogi – The DOOR

Being a first class enabler and learning myself out of those behaviors I have been practicing BOUNDARIES with DOORS that can open, but mostly get to stay SHUT.

See the little black closed sign below??? Keep reading...this pic above says it all..I am celebrating 4 months with NO PERIOD. This is a TRUE CELEBRATION dear friends...and the OBGYN looks at me and says "the DOOR is CLOSED". WHY would she have thought to have used THAT particular terminology??? 

This isn't even everything...but its know...this is a year of DOORS...I'm so opening them.

Monday, February 22, 2016


“We are game-playing, fun-having creatures, we are the otters of the universe. We cannot die, we cannot hurt ourselves any more than illusions on the screen can be hurt. But we can believe we’re hurt, in whatever agonizing detail we want. We can believe we’re victims, killed and killing, shuddered around by good luck and bad luck.”
Richard Bach

Went to another incredible TM MEDITATION retreat this weekend. Was reminded of this and this book. It's a must read Children's... A MUST READ.


Sunday, February 7, 2016


 I had an assignment I am.  Did it. Done. No, I don't like pictures of myself at 52 or 180 lbs. I have a love/hate relationship with counselors.  I decided since I didn't have a partner to assist in rubbing off the rough edges or to give feed back when I'm sure I can't see all my crazy... I'd pay for one. If THESE kind of assignments keep up I may fire that counselor :) Typed with all the love in my heart :)

 I run at the rec center...I was feeling fat and picked on that it had to be INDOORS with the snow...feeling old that I didn't want to slip...a thought younger years never entertained. As I rounded the corner...this sweet sweet man, gave me a lesson in GRACE. Obviously he has had a stroke. He could barely move...I lapped him before he made it to the next rounded corner...but as I passed...he was first I thought he was mumbling and maybe needed I turned..his old and learned face smiled at me. I ran over a mile in the time it took him to not even complete one!!!And he was still humming. I'm going to HUM more.
 The Texas Loves always bring excitement. Donelle and her Mom Marilyn are both in Diamond Club and I went o throw them a Big Ole WE GOT THIS Launch. Well...this is Miss Donna...but I affectionately call her MARTHA because if it can be made with an Oil she makes it and teaches the rest of Texas to do the same. I am the lucky woman she made that entire basket of bath bombs for. :)
 First time seeing COWBOY Church ! These starched and duded FINE looking  men were on their horses waving everyone in from the freeway.ALMOST made me want to go to church.
I spent the day today at an all day Meditation Retreat. We started at 8:30 and I went to 7. I am in awe of the world has documented now. I will have to come back later and write more thoughts. But THANK YOU Huble for the telescope that showed us there definitely are more Universe's. THANK YOU Apple scope for showing us the INFINITY of Universes. Thank you Marc Stephens, TM INSTRUCTOR extraordinaire, for getting me when I say how could ANY BOX , religious or scientific, hold all of that????

Friday, February 5, 2016

Tim McGraw - Humble And Kind (Official Video)

5 Regrets People Make on their deathbeds

1. I wish I had the courage to live a life true to myself and not the life others expected of me.
   (Pretty sure I'v got this one down)
2.I wish I didn't work so hard.
   (Maybe...but does it count if you LOVE your work?)
3. I wish I'd had the courage to express my feelings.
  (Ummm....believe it or not...there are some still locked pretty tight)
4.I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.
   ( I want to do so much better)
5.I wish that I had let myself be happier.
   (I'm GOOD at this one...even with the random 3 day take over a bit ago...)
Whoever created the Water and the Sunshine and Flowers and Rainbow...they assisted as well.


 Samuel Joseph Harris Proposed to Holly Krupa on the 20th of January 2016. We will be having some nuptials officiated on the 19th of August 2016....and some cake eating, present giving and some dancing. AND SOME BIG LOVE CELEBRATING
 So....the story goes...Sam tried to kiss her twice and she rejected him both he said after the second rejection that IF they were EVER to kiss...SHE would have to initiate it. A few weeks later she asked him to STOP at this STOP sign above and she kissed him. So he proposed to her there. Only a few steps away from our first home ever.....