Sunday, February 27, 2011
We headed to Vegas where we were joined later by 2 other friends who had to leave later that day due to work. We stayed at the Summer Bay Resort. A bit nippy for swimming, but they had heated the pool to 85! The hot tub and work out room was as gorgeous as the room. We had one last and favorite friend fly in and join us the next morning, so we happily squeezed 7 of us into our 6 sleeping suite.
Thursday night we went to the O SHOW...there are NO WORDS... forget the Olympics....give those athletes the honors. I felt like I had been hit by a truck by the time it ended. I kept trying to relax, telling myself they do this EVERY NIGHT and no one dies....but my heart kept screaming "WHERE ARE YOUR MOTHER's???? DO THEY KNOW WHAT YOU ARE DOING???" They call it the O show because you say "O" outloud about a thousand times before you get through the whole hour and a half! And then they would have SO MUCH going on at the same time you hardly knew where to look. I wonder how many times you would have to go to feel like you had seen it all. At one point they leave this guy ON FIRE for what seems like an eternity and I just wanted to scream ENOUGH ALREADY...I GET IT...NOW PUT HIM OUT!!!! And the contortionists just made your body hurt and your eyes feel like they were wrong. So I have this love /hate relationship with it. I so want the kids to see it. WHERE did they find so many out of this world athlete's to bring together in one place....and like...how does one train for that craziness...and what ever possessed them to try??????
Friday night we went to Phantom....and even though I've seen it a number of times, I'd never seen it in Vegas...I LOVE it.
The Masquerade scene costumes where SPECTACULAR!!!!!!! I wanted them to just STOP and let each person walk out and slowly twirl around so I could see all the detail.
Our seats were lousy so we asked if they could change them and they did!!!!-- putting us in the FRONT MIDDLE section...and the chandelier came crashing down just above my head and scared the hajeezbus out of me!!! Sara laughed her head off! I can't quit humming the music from it.
The BEST part of the whole trip was the laughing. Okay...maybe the sharing. I can't remember the last time I spent DAYS laughing. And it was so GREAT to share REAL feelings and realize I am not all that much stranger than the average woman. I feel like I was starting to get these empty sad like holes in my soul that I didn't even know were there...but then being loved on like that by my friends and all the laughing ---just seeped in and filled them up. I LOVE being loved. I LOVE being LIKED. Oh how I LOVE THEM!!! THANK YOU FRIENDS!!!!!!!!
I could write a whole entry just on the food we ate--twice at Cheescake Factory :) I had my first pretzel wrapped hot dog and it was LOVE at first bite! We had pie ---sweet and chicken pot pie at Croshaw's in St. George (new must have often). Now instead of 30 lbs to get off before my July reunion I'll have 50!!!!
I am SO SAD that we didn't get pictures....so sad so sad so sad....but what can you say when you are so enthralled with ALL that you are doing you don't even THINK to take one?? THAT IS A GOOD TIME!!!
In the days we shopped the outlets, went to the movies, ran, slept in, hot tubbed, ....perfectly perfect. Happy Birthday to me. SO GRATEFUL for 48 years with 48 years of people to LOVE.
Monday, February 21, 2011
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
I've been wanting some I AM ASTONISHING; (capable of overwhelming with amazement; astonishing greatly; stunningly surprising) MY LIFE IS FILLED WITH MIRACLES boots. I've always just known that they would be RED. I am going to wear them every time I lose 10 pounds, when we pay off the house, the next time I purchase an Idaho Power Ball Lottery ticket, after the marathon, to all my closings...oh, I have a WHOLE LIST of days I am anticipating. They are POWER boots. I don't just WANT a pair. I NEED a pair. Pretty quickly. Miracles happen to me almost EVERY DAY. Maybe I need 2 pair?Either of these will do...I like the top pair just a bit better, has a little more cowgirl swagger to them. The sad news is that they are out of size 9 in both styles in the few places I CAN find them. These are THE BOOTS. FINALLY I have found them. God bless whoever designed each of these. Now you know Universe. I am waiting with credit card in hand. Next time you see them I WILL BE WEARING THEM with an astonishing miracle to report.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Mr. Charles Allen Bell
- BORN: December 20, 1926
- DIED: February 12, 2011
- LOCATION: Lindon, UT
Charles Allen Bell, 84, was born to Willis Milton Boutwell Bell and Sarah Ellinor
Teasdale on December 20, 1926, in Los Angeles, California. After a long life filled
with service he passed away on February 12, 2011. His wonderful sense of humor and
infectious smile will be missed by all who know and love him.
Charlie spent most of his boyhood years in Southern California where he met the love of
his life, Darlyne Cosby. They were married January 31, 1948 and sealed for time and all
eternity with their three children in the Los Angles Temple on June 19, 1976.
Charlie served in the Merchant Marines during World War II. He later worked for
Rockwell International as an electronic engineer while living in Anaheim, California.
Family and friends congregated at the Bell home over the years for barbeques and trips
to Disneyland. Charlie’s generous and comical nature made it a place filled with love,
acceptance and laughter for all who came to stay. Charlie’s great sense of adventure
led him to get his pilot’s license and anyone who flew with him can attest to a state of
fear that was induced on more than one occasion by his flying pranks. After retiring and
moving to Lindon, Utah, he faithfully attended almost every BYU football game. Charlie
will be remembered for his kindness and for the evident concern he displayed toward
those less fortunate than himself. He deeply loved his family and was a devoted son,
brother, husband, father, grandfather, uncle and friend. He loved to attend the events of
his six grandchildren and talk about their accomplishments, reveling in their successes.
Charlie served diligently in many auxiliaries of the church over the years. He and his
wife Darlyne were examples of missionary work in action; they brought many people to
the gospel of Jesus Christ throughout their years together. Charlie and Darlyne served a
mission on Temple Square from November 1994 to January 1996. This calling brought
them immense joy.
Charlie is survived by his two sons, Roger and Robbie; his daughters-in-law Liz and
Gina; his son-in-law Karl Pittman; his six wonderful grandchildren Kaylie, Evan,
Matthew, Brennan, Haylee, and Trevor along with nieces, nephews and friends. He was
preceded in death by his loving wife Darlyne and his beloved daughter Diane. There
will be a viewing on Wednesday, February 16, 2011 from 6:00 PM to 8:00 PM at Walker
Sanderson Funeral Home, 646 E 800 N, Orem, UT 84097. A memorial service will be
held at 11:00 AM on Thursday, February 17, 2011 at 325 Canal Dr., Lindon, UT 84042.
An additional viewing will be held from 9:30AM to 10:30 AM on February 17, prior to
the memorial service.
Then, like I often do with my dreams I went to the dream dictionary...nothing I looked up seemed to sync....so then I googled Rabbi with marriage and up came a picture of this Rabbi and it looked JUST LIKE THE ONE IN MY DREAM...and then I thought and laughed... Do they all look alike? I am dying to know if his wife has red hair. But this is the article that came up as well...
Still unclear about WHY I had the dream...but I LOVED this Rabbi's voice. So clear, so funny...and so true...the part about women wanting to feel CHOSEN. I'm excited to explore and see what else he has to say...and if I can find a picture of his wife! I love my dreams.
It's not a pill to pop, but reading Tessa's blog this morning made my head tingle and lips smile...if you haven't read her...you'll LOVE me when you do!!! These are two excerpts from recent posts that I wanted the world to read:
It’s no mistake that John came, wild and woolly out of the wilderness, crying “Repent ye: for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.” I don’t think John meant for the Jews to turn from sin. I’m sure there were your garden varieties of usury, adultery, hypocrisy and prideful neglect going on in the shadow of every synagogue. But, that’s small change compared to the change John asked of the Jews. He wanted them to change the way they thought, the dreams they dreamed. He wanted them to demolish the very form of the Messiah on which they had pinned their hopes. Only with a changed mind could they actually “see” this Jesus, who looked, for all they knew, exactly like “Joseph’s son.”
The Greek root of the word “repentance” denotes a change of mind. Given this etymology, at the heart of all repentance is the work of changing what’s in our head. It’s about putting in new ideas about God, about ourselves and about the outside world. Paul says it this way: “Be ye not conformed to the world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind.” Ryan Bingham told me this morning to “take yourself out of your mind, away from everything [you] say you are.” It’s different words for the same idea. The change we seek starts with a repentant mind, dismantling the ideas and visions that prevent us from experiencing the truth of the life before us.
___________________and then this:
The question--probably straight out of the lesson manual--was "In what ways today are people not willing to recognize or embrace Christ?"
The answers were all outward-looking. People who don't believe he's the Saviour; people who don't have a sense of his divine mission. The comments indicated that they were all people outside of our church. As if to say that members of the Church all embrace the divine mission of the Savior.
So, I raised my hand, (and I confess that some of these ideas are attributed to my sister Laura), and said, "Have you ever read the description of the Pharisees in the Bible Dictionary?" I read a portion of the description: rule bound, separatists, liked to keep themselves apart from the gentile, reduced all observations down to formulas, encouraged self-sufficiency and spiritual self-reliance, believed fervently in an afterlife and a resurrection. (Sort of like this life really blows, but the next one's going to be so great). Then the clincher is, the Pharisees (a group of Jewish elect) were a major stumbling block to the reception of Christ and his gospel.
Then I made the comment that when people develop a mindset that relies on colors of shirts, inches of hems, minutes of scriptures read, numbers of children, percentage of hand touching head of infant in baby blessing circle, that that mindset find it almost impossible to accept Christ's gospel of miracles.
And no, the Pharisees are not the Baptists, as one dear sister commented in my sister's class, they are alive and well and living within us. They're there because in every religious order where people are required to be committed there's a portion of people, and even a portion of each of our brains that likes to go "nazi." To be hypervigilant, to be completely fixed, to have no ambiguity and no mess. It makes our position more definite that way.
It also makes it really difficult to tell light from dark.
That was my thought today.
___________________________so, I knew you'd love me! I am 47 and WEARY of the Pharisees around me and especially IN ME.
Maybe that is WHY I wanted to take the whole HANDBOOK theme from Stake Conference and put it where the sun doesn't shine? WHO has those GRACIOULY HONEST pills?
**I wanted to thank my husband for preaching Christ at that stake meeting.
*** And I want to THANK BARB who when I told her I wanted a break from church but wasn't sure HOW to take one...you know, a break just until I missed going...she clarified..."You want a break from the institution and certain people, NOT from the gospel of Jesus Christ...The Gospel of Jesus Christ IS LOVE and FORGIVENESS...and NO ONE gets tired of LOVE AND FORGIVENESS..." Is there a Barb Pill?
These are the Strauss twins and their Daddy (Tom) grew up in Ocala, Florida, but he was 6 or 7 years older than me so I don't remember him, but he was in my Stake growing up. They religiously go to Cresent Beach every summer for a family vacation...I am so envious. BUT I'M GOING THIS YEAR!!!! It seems so many things are "taking me back home" lately...and how about Miranda Lambert at the Grammy's winning with THE HOUSE THAT BUILT ME????....I'm going to run me some beach listening and singing at the top of my lungs to that when I get there!!!!
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Some of the "Brethern" but more came...
Josh and Greg drove the 2 hours home to be here.
Megan videoed it for us, but for the life of me I can not get it to download here. When she gets back I'll have her add it.
I know it's taken me almost a week to write about it...I am afraid some of you will think I am still a puddle on the floor. But I'm not. Yes, I still hate that he is leaving. (May 4th) THAT PART NEVER GETS EASIER. But, this call was a love note from God themselves letting me know how crazy mad in love with me they are...that they KNOW my heart--and HIS...and they hear my prayers. He gets to stay stateside so I can send a package every week if I want to...he will be my first child to get a taste of the "south" that I have so longed for them to know...and HE gets the language he hoped for...AND access to the little conveniences like McDonald's and hot and cold running water :)
Did you know that South Carolina currently has their first female governor? Trueville...Nikki Haley! Did you know the state drink is MILK? and the state bird the wild turkey? and the state fruit a peach? And let us not forgot the MOST IMPORTANT parts....the GOLF COURSES at Myrtle Beach and Hilton Head!!! Spencer has LONG wanted to go. He may not get to golf them while he's there...but this Momma is gonna MAKE SURE he gets to Golf them AFTER he's done. Spencer, South Carolina has NO IDEA the GOODNESS coming their way. I am SOOOOOOO gonna miss you love bug.
Today is the day. Spencer gets his call. He won't open it until tonight when Josh gets here. My stomach is upset.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
It was a sexual harassment case, 4 women ( age range early 20's to mid 40's) against a big oil company. A man who looked to be 90 years old and could not stay awake was the "face" of the oil company.
They asked 22 questions...if you answered YES to any of them they called you in privately to ask you to explain. The one YES question that they called me in to talk to me about was "as a woman, have you ever been discriminated against?" (I am sure the wording was better) I just looked at them and smiled and said YES. One attorney asked me to be specific...I said, "I am a member of the Mormon Church, it is Patriarchal." There was an uncomfortable silence then laughter. (pretty sure over half of them were LDS) Then he asked if I could give a SPECIFIC instance to which I asked if he had ever sat in a Youth Planning Meeting where the boys were not only allowed, but FUNDED to go on a BIG excursion while the girls were told NO they could accomplish what they needed to close to home?" Silence. Besides me, the room had 13 men in it and ONE woman...the woman was the stenographer. I then laughed and said, "and at the moment there is a slight imbalance of testosterone in the room". They looked around and many smiled at me. The same attorney asked me if it was mostly a church issue...could I think of any other times...
I laughed and said "YES, I was raised in Florida..in the SOUTH...where they weren't so crazy about a GIRL running for Student Body President in 1980...and then actually winning! I told how my FEMALE adviser repeatedly told me throughout the duration of my Senior year while I served, that I had wrongfully taken a talented young man's place. I said I didn't think that that was just a SOUTHERN issue. I told them how when I was a young married and hired as a teller and had more experience AND responsibility than an even NEWER hire, male teller, --but they started him at a HIGHER wage than me because "he had a family". Interestingly, he was married as well, but no children...we were identical in the "family" way. I explained that I don't sit around feeling "roasted" by these situations, but they are factual and MY LIFE situations, so yes, I can say in all honestly, I have been discriminated against because I am female. In Church, in work and in life in general. They dismissed me. Then, they did NOT choose me.
At the start of the morning, and older gentleman missing at least one tooth at the front leaned forward and said to our row..."If you want to make some money today, don't answer YES to any of the questions...." And sure enough...they never called him in for a personal interview and he was chosen to be on the jury. With all my heart I was grateful DEEP to my bones that I was not in need of that $40 a day.
Just SOME of the guys lovin' the game...more were downstairs...and this table was FULL of food...these man child folks can put away some MASSIVE AMOUNTS of food...
I need to get a picture of Spencer with his shirt off...he is getting seriously ripped with his daily work outs...( that's Chuni with him---of course)
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Finally a car with a GOOD color at our house...the blue sparkles when the sun hits it. White and Silver just don't even seem like a COLOR, you know what I mean?
Yes, the snow is mostly melted, but do NOT be fooled...MINUS 9 here this am when I headed out to run...so I was WISE in my old age and did the circles at the REC. SO SO SO SO Happy my Ipod is loaded and running.