Thursday, March 26, 2015

Arms outstretched and gathering in as much as they will hold.....

                                                 THIS GIRL...we choose HER!!!!!

                                                                Love comes to us!
                                                Sam doing SOOOOO WELL!!!
                       RED MOON the 24th in FORT WORTH...scripture written bout this :)
                            LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE ME some TREES!!!
Currently FLYING :)

  This made my soul sing AND LAUGH as I found this cartoon  minutes after signing up for a Meditation Retreat with the Paramahamsa Nithyananda pictured above. I get to attend on Saturday while I am in Seattle! Now lets talk miracles....after signing up...they asked me to come give a class on the oils to the entire TEMPLE :) Look at His smile...every You Tube...EVERY...he is exuding THIS KIND OF HAPPY!!! I might be incorporating a new rule...I don't know that I want to explore your "IDEAS" about THE WAY unless you are HAPPY!!! This GURU...this GURU is HAPPY...and so are SO MANY OTHERS!!!! Loving the HAPPY out here. Way excited for my Saturday!!!!! Giggling now as I FEEL how amazing this life is!!!!AND I CHOSE TO COME!!!  I AM a SMART woman xxooxx

                                                                    MORE HAPPY

   DID THIS! Another item on my bucket list embraced.
            Cannot say write sing preach smile enough how ALL methods are souls reaching for the love, light and comfort of their GOD/S. Humbled to be apart. In reverence at the bursting of my heart. Most of you know I have a rock fetish...have to bring them home wit me from wherever I've been and then BUY some the ceremony they explain that the rocks used for heating are the GRANDFATHERS of the earth. The Grandfathers have withstood all time and are still here assisting us on our journey. We give away any negative energy to them...they clean it and send it back. My heart is in awe of the beautiful ways created for us to examine our BEING and then to be inspired to CHOOSE HAPPINESS...the way of the GODS :) It is such an incredulous tapestry as I grasp and weave all the principles of "BELIEVING" I have been exposed to, GOD IS HERE. And SO AM I xxxooooooxxxxxxxxxxxxxoooooooooooooooxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxooooooooooooooooxxxxxx!!!!
I've been studying Sacred Geometry. My heart can barely take it in... This organized, incredulous UNIVERSE  THRILLS my soul and fills me with wonder and HOPE!!!!! This led me to LIGHT LANGUAGE...I am eager to find others who use these tools and who could mentor me further in my understanding. SO MUCH TO LOVE!!!!! Might I suggest the 2 volumes by Drunvalo Melchizedek entitled THE ANCIENT SECRET OF THE FLOWER OF LIFE :) and then...there are the NUMBERS!!! NUMBERS NUMBERS me some NUMBERS. I have these moments of intensity where I want to be a monk and just study and learn all day but still be taken care of...but then I QUICKLY pull out of that thought and feeling --and LOVE that I get to take all I am learning out into my world and PLAY with it :)

Iv posted him here before. Wanna rock your world? Want to put his practices into PRACTICE and start manifesting and changing your life IMMEDIATELY???? check him out on You Tube. Every Monday night he gives a lecture at 7 on his live stream....BENTHINOMASSAROLIVE.COM
Just take a listen...try to PROVE HIM WRONG...see that smile? Soon it will be YOURS!!!!!
I intend to be here for SUCH A LONG LONG LONG time more....slurping up all this juicy HAPPINESS is the GIFT to us for coming...and I intend to get as much of it as I can!!!!!!! Join me won't you? Or at least share with me WHAT is bringing YOU HAPPY?

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

21 March 2015

Yep...,.I'm in LOVE xxxoooxxxoooxxx

Saturday, March 14, 2015


I daily use the STARCOUNTER number on this blog. Whatever the last 3 digits are I look up in Doreen Virtue's ANGEL NUMBERS 101 book. It's just another invitation for the Angels to speak, guide and direct me. I have had some incredulous experiences with this...and TODAY is yet another!!! My  N U M B E R for today is 999:


On Wednesday morning, the day Sam came home...first time EVER the Star counter would not post? And then the entire collage on my dream board FELL OFF THE BOARD while I was sitting here at the desk attempting to get the star counter to work. Immediately I thought...INTERESTING.I knew it was a synchronicity to get me to look at new dreams, new hopes, new ways of being.

I have wondered about this blog. For over 3 years I haven't posted ALL in my heart. I wasn't going to continue it once Sam got back. (DID I TELL YOU HOW P E R F E C T IT IS TO HAVE HIM HOME?) My heart has things to share. Not exactly sure the other forums besides my daily life...maybe here?

Just a heads up to those have come here to find my kids and their adventures....THEY WILL ALWAYS BE FOUND HERE...but now....its a new chapter...the alarm has rung...I am jolted...I AM READY...I am on to MY LIFE PURPOSE!!!!

Monday, March 9, 2015

Sam's LAST LETTER HOME !!!!! xxooxxooxx

3 John 1: 13-14

I am including the scripture so you don't have to go look it up.

3 John 1:14New American Standard Bible (NASB)

14 but I hope to see you shortly, and we will speak face to face.

3 John 1:13New American Standard Bible (NASB)

13 I had many things to write to you, but I am not willing to write them to you with pen and ink;
HALLELUJAH!!!! HALLELUJAH!!!! HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, March 8, 2015


Hey Love BUG!!!! Pretty much there are NO WORDS to describe the EXTENT of the JOY I feel that I will NEVER have one of my boys gone for 2 years at a time without my being able to talk to them or visit them when I want.  NEVER EVER!!!!! Doing the Momma FREEDOM DANCE!!!!

I am in Seattle with Josh building his Do Terra Business and having fun getting to know Therese even better. Tonight we went to a gaming store that serves dinner...we played a new super fun game called DIX IT!   I love the friends you kids bring into our lives. I love the lives you create. You are about to leave one life adventure and come home to another.....WE CAN BARELY WAIT THE 2 and 2/3 days!!!!!

Michael was already home for a day when I flew out here....he is at home waiting for us...Josh and I fly in Tuesday....Spencer's Birthday Party is all arranged (but you are the PRESENT no one can top!)....Megan , Dan and Boys are prepped and ready....da Brothas are organized...WE ARE ALL READY FOR THE LOVE FEST!!!!!

At this very moment I only have 2 days, 14 hours and 35 minutes....opps....34minutes.....
You've left your legacy of love Sweet Boy...come home and let's continue another! XXOOXXOOXX

Wednesday, March 4, 2015

All kinds of LOVE

 TOOOOOO Adorable NOT to post....
The news we've been waiting for....Brigham and Kelsey.

Monday, March 2, 2015

9 days.....

My dear family and friends, 

I'm writing this email to some of the people on this earth that I love the most as my full-time missionary service in the England Birmingham Mission has nearly come to an end. The emotions I've had in the past weeks coming to an end of such an incredible experience are intense! As loads of you have had this experience, I'm sure you can relate to what I am feeling. As we've recited several times a week for 2 years, Our purpose as missionaries is to invite others to come unto Christ. I've been focusing my efforts on god's children in the UK over the past 2 years, but I wanted to let you all know of the simple testimony I have strengthened while being on a mission. 

I know that god visits us in our times of affliction.  He understands, PERFECTLY, our pains and our weaknesses, and his number one priority is to help us to overcome them. I believe with all of my heart that The Book of Mormon is inspired scripture translated by the power of God. I know that Joseph Smith was FAR from a perfect man, but he was an absolute legend, and the only person who could have restored the gospel. He is the prophet of the restoration.  The Book of Mormon gives us hundreds of promised blessings, that according to our obedience, we will experience a higher level of peace and happiness than anything else can offer.  I love that we don't have to blindly believe that these promised blessings are true, but that by living the gospel principles, we will immediately feel the power of the atonement come into effect in our lives. I know that when we are praying, we have to be willing to change as a result of the answer we receive. Real intent is crucial in the gospel, because just as the savior did in the garden of Gethsemane, we will all to one day, submit to the will of our father in heaven. There are thousands of people that will do anything to tear down the church, Joseph Smith, Thomas S. Monson, etc. I'm grateful that we are not converted by facts. If we were converted by facts though, I would still be happy in this church. We develop a testimony as we read, pray, and attend church, but we become converted as we apply the things we read, and especially as we apply the things we feel! 

I hope that anyone who is ever struggling with their testimony, anyone who's never had a testimony, or anyone who wants one will feel comfortable talking to me about it in the future if that's something they want to talk about. It is something I absolutely love talking about and it's completely normal to have doubts, so it's good to talk about it :) 

My promise to any who read this, is that you will find more peace, happiness, and especially LOVE, as you apply the Gospel of Jesus Christ in your life. There is no gamble, it will always be the better decision! 

I'm so full of gratitude to the love and support that I have received over these past 2 years. Continue to write your missionaries everyone! Continue to encourage them to try their best and pray for them every day. 

I love you all so much! and I cannot wait to see you soon. 

Elder Samuel Harris

P.S. No doubt... THE BEST 2 YEARS!!

I found out this week I got accepted to BYU ahh! 

other than that, we found some pretty elect investigators this week! 2 of them we put on a baptismal date for the end of March. 

I had other interesting things happen to me this week but I would rather talk to you about them in person! it's nothing scary or bad, but just interesting haha I'll catch you up in 9 days. 

This week Elder Magda and I set a goal to get 80 potential investigators, which would be the best I've had on my mission. we're going to go for it! 

I love you so much! my testimony is still strengthening each day, and I really think some of the biggest miracles of my mission are awaiting me this week. until then, I'll email you very briefly next week letting you know any details about flight information. crazy to think the whole airport thing is going to happen. I'm so pleased and so grateful for the mission experience. I hope I am a changed man, and I hope I can somehow repay you both, mom and dad, for supporting me during this experience. I love you both more than you could ever understand. have a great week!

Elder Harris. 

Sunday, March 1, 2015

We are waiting!!!!

If the videos of our new grandboys didn't get you counting down the days....then THIS WILL FOR SURE!!!! Its real...HE IS HOME!!! Stopped by for a hugs and kisses and a cry....All will back righted in my world in 10 short days...almost 9...'s gonna be OKAY!!!!

Megs had Dan's parents and their spouses come to my house for dinner tonight...they fit us perfectly!!!! It will be years and years of more to love us and we them.

Lets just say its hard for me to think of anything else other than you coming....I LOVE YOU BABY BOY. The world awaits...but I swear...NO ONE like your MOMMA. xxooxx. Get your arms ready...there is gonna be some LONG hugging and holding...and I'm ready to start making up on the missed back scratches.

Sparkly and SHINE Lovey...SParkle and SHINE!!!!