Doors are EVERYWHERE. Open them xxoxx

I went to cover my planner and I usually put a BIG goal I want to realize on the front...like PRESIDENTIAL DIAMOND. But it was different this year. I could not find JUST what I wanted. I had pulled this artwork from an old calendar of Mary Engelbreit. It was OK..but not truly calling to me...or so I thought. Acknowledging my all or nothing tendencies, I quickly gave my self permission to change it once the RIGHT thing came along. I needed it protected for the trip to Seattle. Once secured with contact paper...the MAGIC began. You can't make this stuff up people.

As I was waiting for time to leave for my flight I was on page 255 of Dr. Joe (Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself) and I read --about an unwanted state of BEING--"some people mentally open a door and pass it through and others hand it over in a note"...I smiled and thought..."oh...funny how you notice things once you make it your own...a DOOR reference!"

I did a card reading on myself for the year...and I pull...GREENMAN'S DOOR!!!

"you are entering a world between the world's,  that can bring many things to fruition  in your own world in "record time"...oh...there is some more  truly crazy great stuff with this card!

Robert Holden is the opening Speaker at the conference and starts telling all the synchronities he was experiencing with this particular photo of CHRIST at the DOOR. This is a scene described in Revelation 3:20"Here I am! I stand at the door and knock, if anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him and he with me." There is a handle..but its on the inside.:)

 Then he tells the story of the Garrock Theatre and how the announcer for the play that evening goes on and on about all that is now possible in their productions because they WIDENED the door to the stage below. 

Then I graduate to a futher level of mediation in Dr. Joe's book and this is a phrase from the mediation"Universal Mind within me, I forgive my fear and insecurities,and I give to you. I trust that YOU have the mind to replace them much better than I could. Arrange the players in my world so that DOORS OPEN FOR ME."

I am in Davidji's mediation class and he keeps saying YOU MUST get Barbara DeAngeleis' book SOUL SHIFTS. I thought...you are so going to hold to your word Natalie..you do NOT need another book...the THIRD time he said it, I was like, OK...I don't need my arm twisted but something will really have to JUMP out at me to buy another....well...Chapter ONE..STEPPING OVER THE THRESHOLD...Chapter TWO,...TURNING WALLS INTO DOORS. Currently sitting happily...oh so happily on my desk.

I get back from Seattle and I'm meeting with a group of favorites discussing what we are manifesting...ALL of us weary of being SEEKERS and all of us documenting what we are FINDING. This mediation practice. IT WORKS PEOPLE. We are talking along and Stormie says"It felt like a sliding door moment". I sucked air...I said ..."A WHAT?" And she said..you know.. like in the movie with Gwyneth Paltrow." Nope...never heard of it. I'd give the movie a 6 of 10...but the IDEAS therein are rich. (I LOVE Gwyneth. Because of her I know the neck I'm putting in for in my next life). I go google immediately and IT IS A REAL THING:Sliding Doors is a 1998 British-American romantic comedy-drama film written and directed by Peter Howitt and starring Gwyneth Paltrow and John Hannah, while also featuring John Lynch, Jeanne Tripplehornand Virginia McKenna. The film alternates between two parallel universes, based on the two paths the central character's life could take depending on whether or not she catches a train and causing different outcomes in her life. 

I had already ordered 2 fairy doors for my tree across the pond and a fairy garden for the front.

I had been studying more and OTHER ancient scripture about the creation and the APPLE representing the DOOR.

I had a dream whereby my children represented the doors to my gifts. Some still not realized.

I was listening to a random Hay house radio presentation , it is on FENG SHUI and she starts expressing the importance of the feeling from your front door...and that your front door not be squeaky...Josh got right on that for me :) Have some plans in mind for the entrance:)

I have been practicing TM and I was googling Maharishi and this is the first article that came up

Maharishi Mahesh Yogi – The DOOR

Being a first class enabler and learning myself out of those behaviors I have been practicing BOUNDARIES with DOORS that can open, but mostly get to stay SHUT.

See the little black closed sign below??? Keep reading...this pic above says it all..I am celebrating 4 months with NO PERIOD. This is a TRUE CELEBRATION dear friends...and the OBGYN looks at me and says "the DOOR is CLOSED". WHY would she have thought to have used THAT particular terminology??? 

This isn't even everything...but its enough...to know...this is a year of DOORS...I'm so opening them.