Spencer's letter to Sam

sam i love you so much, and for that reason, i know and felt the same way when they anounced they could leave at an early age, i know your ready and i will miss you so much but we will be apart 4 years no matter what we do, to me its going to hurt no matter when you leave, follow the spirit and do what the lord commands, you will be blessed as will i for the service you provide where your called to go , just know i love you, i felt the spirit comfort my heart as i began to freak out at conference, and i know that as we follow the lords will we will se miracles, i will miss you but its your time, its the lords will that matters not mine, convincing me isnt hard, i love the mission and i know you will love yours, just try to get mom to stop crying and go!!!!!!! we will have eternity to spend with eachother, what s 2 more years going to do? honestly i would stay out 2 years longer if the church would let me, you will never be happier then when you get lost in the work. but prepare yourself to serve, read pmg, and the bom, learn the lessons, and the first vision, learn to listen to the promptings of the spirit even in your small day to day decisions, and last but most importantly, get worthy, as worthy as possible , and attend the temple alot more then i did, just get josh and go, twice a week you will not regret it i promise the spirit you will feel there will sustain you and help you learn the misteries of god and understand the gospel to the point that you could explain any doctrine or question simply with the spirit of conviction and testimony, share the gospel now, dont wait you will regret it, talk to all, ask all if there members and get them the gospel that has so deeply blessed our lives personally, and our family too. cnat wait to hear where you get your call, film it please and keep me updated on your progress and preperation to serve.love pence